Suddenly, im afraid.
There's too many insecurities nowadays. I dont understand myself, nor do i understand any other things. What am i expecting? Or rather, what's there to anticipate?
Many people like to make empty promises. Who actually knows how you are feeling until you break news? Pathetically, you'll have to say it out yourself. And what do you want in return? People to empathise with you, or give you a reassuring "i'll be here for you 24/7" when you know you still have to help yourself in order for others to help you.
Many things going through my mind recently. And i hateeee this feeling.